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Penname: Camilla Sandman [Contact]
Real name: Camilla Member Since: 10 Feb 2005
Membership status: Member
I'm Camilla, sometimes known as Cam or Miss Cam, depending on where people know me from. I am a proudly graduated Bachelor of Journalism, ready to become very famous and eventually take over the world.

I use British English, thus expect 'realise', 'colour', 'centre' etc to pop up in my stories.

I'm Norwegian, but lived in Australia during my journalism studies (hence my slight Aussie tendencies and the fact that I actually know the rules of cricket). Now, I've come Home to freeze and live in the illusion that my country is the centre of the universe and that we're Very Important (Hint: We're not).

Besides being a journalist, I'm a quarter computer geek, half a reading-and-writing creative type and a wee bit of lazy on the side.

There are, it has been said, two types of people in the world. There are those who, when presented with a glass that is exactly half full, say; this glass is half full. And then there are those who say: this glass is half empty.
The world belongs, however, to those who can look at the glass and say: 'What's up with this glass? Excuse me? Excuse *me*? *This* is my glass? I don't *think* so. *My* glass was full! *And* it was a bigger glass!
- Terry Pratchett, 'The Truth'
MSN IM: MSN IM Cammy_Sandy [AT] hotmail [DOT] com
Stories by Camilla Sandman

Summary: Sometimes, fucking is really about how fucked up you are. [Multiple couples]

Updated: 14 Feb 2006; Published: 14 Feb 2006

Summary: "The afterthought is good, but forethought is better." Grissom considers as the northern wind rustles through Las vegas. (Post Unbearable. GSR.)

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Gil/Sara
Characters: Gil Grissom, Sara Sidle
Genres: Angst, Episode Related, Romance
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1411; Completed: Yes
Updated: 12 Feb 2005; Published: 12 Feb 2005

Summary: Sometimes, it seemed Arthur Miller could be entirely too right. [Smidge of GSR]

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Gil/Sara
Characters: Catherine Willows, Gil Grissom, Greg Sanders, Jim Brass, Nick Stokes, Sara Sidle, Warrick Brown
Genres: Angst, Drama, Friendship
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 976; Completed: Yes
Updated: 13 Aug 2005; Published: 13 Aug 2005

Summary: He doesn’t make her feel young. He just makes her feel as her, and he knows her as she knows him. Not quite a mirror to her, but a glass, offering a faint reflection. [CWR]

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Catherine/Warrick
Characters: Catherine Willows, Warrick Brown
Genres: Established Relationship, Romance, Vignette
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1142; Completed: Yes
Updated: 17 Jul 2005; Published: 17 Jul 2005

Summary: She knows he is giving her time to pull away before the touches become something they cannot ignore in the morning, but she remains, letting her hand find his chest and feeling it rise and fall with every breath. Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out... And then he kisses her. (CWR, post-Grave Danger.)

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Catherine/Warrick
Characters: Catherine Willows, Warrick Brown
Genres: First Time, Romance, Vignette
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1636; Completed: Yes
Updated: 08 Jun 2005; Published: 08 Jun 2005

Summary: Some wrongs have no right. There is no new life to get when something terrible happens. And still the seasons do pass, scars fade, glue holds and the butterflies mate in spring. [GSR]

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Gil/Sara
Characters: Gil Grissom, Sara Sidle
Genres: Angst, Character Study, Romance
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 2555; Completed: Yes
Updated: 27 Aug 2005; Published: 27 Aug 2005

Summary: Carve your good words in stone, the bad in snow. Live with what you get and carry the rest with a strong heart. [GSR, CWR, others.]

Updated: 16 Dec 2006; Published: 16 Dec 2006

Summary: “It is going to be another warm, sunlit day in Las Vegas. But for now, it is still morning and all dreams have not yet faded. Still time to rest - for a little while as the day dawns.” Two light vignettes. C/W, G/S.

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Multiple het relationships
Characters: Catherine Willows, Gil Grissom, Sara Sidle, Warrick Brown
Genres: Established Relationship, Romance, Vignette
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 2 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1525; Completed: Yes
Updated: 23 Feb 2005; Published: 23 Feb 2005

Summary: The wind rises, lifting the dust and drowning the faint sounds of distant Las Vegas. Now sounds the desert's dirge in the silence after blood. [CWR]

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Catherine/Warrick
Characters: Catherine Willows, Gil Grissom, Warrick Brown
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship
Warnings: Adult themes, Death of canon character
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1674; Completed: Yes
Updated: 10 Sep 2005; Published: 10 Sep 2005

Summary: 'East of the sun and west of the moon it was, that she knew, "and there you arrive late or never."' A daughter's death. A father's revenge. And the lives caught inbetween, chasing a fairytale. GSR, CWR.

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Multiple het relationships
Characters: Catherine Willows, Gil Grissom, Greg Sanders, Jim Brass, Nick Stokes, Sara Sidle, Warrick Brown
Genres: Case, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 38 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 65332; Completed: Yes
Updated: 26 Jun 2005; Published: 05 Mar 2005

Summary: On day one, he comes to take her away. (GSR, post-Grave Danger)

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Gil/Sara
Characters: Gil Grissom, Sara Sidle
Genres: First Time, Romance, Vignette
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1121; Completed: Yes
Updated: 29 Jun 2005; Published: 29 Jun 2005

Summary: This is the survivor's guilt, the price all living must pay eventually. (Catherine POV, hints of CWR. Post-Grave Danger.)

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Catherine/Warrick
Characters: Catherine Willows, Gil Grissom, Greg Sanders, Sara Sidle, Warrick Brown
Genres: Angst, Drama, Episode Related, Vignette
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1108; Completed: Yes
Updated: 23 May 2005; Published: 23 May 2005
Hush by Camilla Sandman [PG-13]
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Summary: She wants to hush it all, shut everything up, the wind, the earth, the fire still burning, the time still seeping forward and the life still beating. They’re dead and she’s not. [CWR.]

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Catherine/Warrick
Characters: Catherine Willows, Gil Grissom, Warrick Brown
Genres: Angst, Drama, First Time, Romance
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1487; Completed: Yes
Updated: 29 Jul 2005; Published: 29 Jul 2005

Summary: A life given to the wrong cause. A death for all the wrong reasons. When Warrick is shot and nearly killed, the case gets personal for the CSIs. G/S and sprinkles of C/W

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Gil/Sara
Characters: Catherine Willows, Gil Grissom, Nick Stokes, Sara Sidle, Warrick Brown
Genres: Angst, Case, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 9 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 12008; Completed: Yes
Updated: 10 Feb 2005; Published: 10 Feb 2005

Summary: There's before brush with death. What's after? [GSR]

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Gil/Sara
Characters: Catherine Willows, Gil Grissom, Nick Stokes, Sara Sidle, Warrick Brown
Genres: Angst, Drama, Episode Related, Established Relationship, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 2471; Completed: Yes
Updated: 26 May 2007; Published: 26 May 2007

Summary: Of Catherine and Grissom - and Eddie and Lyndsey, silence and skin, what can be settled for and how people can be right for each other without being meant for each other. Of Grissom, Catherine and Warrick - and Sara and Eddie, letting go and holding on, hedging a bet and how complicated simple can be. Of Grissom and Sara, Catherine and Warrick - and Natalie and Laura, pain, loss, love, happiness and coupling, how to build a life and how to keep one. [CGR, CWR, GSR]

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Multiple het relationships
Characters: Catherine Willows, Gil Grissom, Sara Sidle, Warrick Brown
Genres: Angst, Character Study, Drama, First Time, Friendship, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 2338; Completed: No
Updated: 11 Sep 2007; Published: 11 Sep 2007

Summary: “I’ve killed. I’m a killer, a murderer, death on two legs. Somewhere out there, in the night, lies a dead body thanks to me.” Hints of G/S through the eyes of a killer.

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Gil/Sara
Characters: Gil Grissom, Original Character, Sara Sidle
Genres: Angst, Case
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 2711; Completed: Yes
Updated: 10 Feb 2005; Published: 10 Feb 2005

Summary: It wasn’t supposed to end like this, the friendship of Warrick and Catherine. (CWR, post-Grave Danger.)

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Catherine/Warrick
Characters: Catherine Willows, Warrick Brown
Genres: Romance, Vignette
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1054; Completed: Yes
Updated: 29 Jun 2005; Published: 29 Jun 2005

Summary: “But these moments of solace/ They won’t last /They cannot last...” A fire targeting Grissom triggers the hunt for an arsonist whose sinister quest soon turn deadly. But who would seek solace in flames and the misery of others?

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Gil/Sara
Characters: Catherine Willows, Gil Grissom, Nick Stokes, Sara Sidle, Warrick Brown
Genres: Angst, Case, Romance
Warnings: None
Chapters: 16 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 19524; Completed: Yes
Updated: 10 Feb 2005; Published: 10 Feb 2005

Summary: "And them, dancing this slow dance, circling ever closer to something he dared not name." Warrick is taken by Catherine for a drive, chasing the horizon and being warmed by more than one sun...

Categories: CSI - Ship Ahoy! > Catherine/Warrick
Characters: Catherine Willows, Warrick Brown
Genres: First Time, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1755; Completed: Yes
Updated: 16 Feb 2005; Published: 16 Feb 2005